I took the above picture almost exactly a year ago. It's weird looking at this picture knowing everything I didn't know 365 days ago, but even if I could have told myself what this year would entail, I don't think I would've believed it. By far, this year has changed me the most and even though parts of it were nothing short of brutal, I am happy with the end result. I learned a buttload about myself.
- I learned that it's okay to say yes or no and not need an explanation. I got out of a lot of stupid situations this way. I also found a lot of satisfaction this way.
- I now question why I want the things I want- from food to men to material shit.
- I refuse to compare myself to other females- physically, personally, and professionally. It's hard and takes conscious effort, but it's freedom.
- I know what I want and what kind of people I want around me.
With that said, I still don't think I have it all figured out. 2014 was an arduous year for me. I made a lot of decisions that I still question. There are a lot of people and events that caught me off guard. Which is why I wasn't going to acknowledge the end of this year. There's still a lot I feel like I need to finish or sort out. I'm just kind of ready to let the new year slide in to take it's place.
But I'm happy that I wrote this out. There's still so much I haven't seen or felt or done- good and bad. And I am excited to keep going and to share it all.
Which is why I just booked a ticket to London. Almost exactly a year from my trip to Paris.
So, I guess I am a bit sentimental.
Cheers to another crazy amazing year.
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